Are they fearful of their own power?
Or feeling not worthy?
If so …
What have they done
To be so non deserving?
Perhaps it’s about responsibility
Some people shy away from that
Or the effort or focus it takes
Maybe they are keeping themselves
On the straight & narrow
For fear of going overboard
Or being over indulgent!
Others may think it makes them lazy, slothful
They will lose their determination & drive
Or perhaps it’s the thrill of the chase
Of solving the problem & creating the solution
The end prize almost being an anti climax!

How paradoxical …
We hold back on one form of abundance $$$$
For fear of losing another …
Drive, opportunity, humility, thrill, achievement etc
There are endless forms of everything
So why fear lack or limitation
Or perhaps that’s not the issue
Perhaps it’s one called control!
But still that is rooted
In fears of lack or loss
We need to spend more time
Focusing on what is plentiful
Within our lives
Cause there are many stock piles
It’s then a matter of
Changing the form
A much easier challenge
Psychologically
Than starting from nothing!

I know not what it is
That binds me
Only that its time to unwind
The ugly barbs that bite into my heart
Restricting my beat
Thwarting my flow

A trickle of love flows thru my veins
There has been a drought within
No longer a fertile oasis
Starved … barren
Everything brown
Faded like straw
Limp & lifeless

Grey tones
Give way to empty miles
Of nothingness
Neutral tones
Boring beige

A lonely landscape
Or though it seems
There is a life force of its own
Build for this barren harsh land
Flourishing underneath
The harsh brutality
Beautiful in its own right
Rugged
Jutting

Acute angles
Cut the landscape
Dramatic in their setting
It stops you dead in your tracks
You take notice
Of you or the landscape
They are only a reflection of you
You are one & the same

What you see in the surrounding landscape
Is what is resonating within you
Some days it’s lush green pastures
Others … stark ruggedness
Or perhaps tranquil river banks
All bold contrasts!

All these scenes reflecting
The different forms within
Our inner landscape
As dynamic as the changing climate around us
Showing us that beauty emanates from all
Be it brutal, tranquil or lush

A reflective message …
To love & appreciate every aspect of you
Not just selected parts
The good … the bad
The ugly … the beautiful
Nurturing and brutal
All support
Just different tones
They all serve
Why else would they be part of our lives!

But what is awkwardness?
Is it not just the fear of being judged?
Not being good enough
Or inappropriate
Or perhaps being rejected

Does it really matter?
The most important thing
Is your own opinion
Are you rejecting you?
Be comfortable with you
Be comfortable in your own skin
Cause if you are
Everyone else will be
As they are only reflections of you!!!

This is how we get to see
That which lies within
Our construct
Our programming
Our boundaries
Our limitations

You speak to others
How you speak to yourself
Always speaking the words you need to hear
And if you do not listen
Others will speak them back
They will voice the subconscious
Fears, guilts & doubts
All will be played back to you
Amplified!
From your cast around you

You are indeed the creator of this play
Scripting the roles of others
No wonder you are a self fulfilling prophecy

We are equipped
With our own navigation system
Guiding our journey
Correcting our paths

Everything is feedback
Success & failure
Good & bad
Positive & negative
Two different streams
Just like hot & cold
Not better
Not worse
Just different!

Everything serves
That’s why it’s all support
Helping on your path
You may not choose to see it that way
But that is purely your perception

Reflections of you
Or reflections of me
What will it truly be?

Both …
We see parts of ourselves
In each other
That’s why we’ll always be
Sisters & brothers!

Not related by blood
A resounding resonance
Same in essence
Just different in expression!